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'GENTLEMAN' JACKSON, the boxing champion: the training he
put me through helped me to grow slimmer. Under his watchful
eye, I would swim down the Thames for a distance of three
miles.
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HOBHOUSE became my closest friend and oft' times my
conscience, in spite of his disapproval of many of my
actions. His loyalty to me during the bad times gave me the
inner strength I dearly needed to survive.
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ELIZABETH PIGOT charmed me out of my shyness. She encouraged
me to write and copied out my verses for a publisher. The
Pigot house soon became home to me. I was in dire need of
one.
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ALI PASHA was the absolute ruler of Albania and Western
Greece. He thought nothing of roasting an enemy on a
gridiron or flinging fifteen women into a lake for annoying
his daughter- in-law.
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LADY MELBOURNE was the best, kindest and ablest female I had
ever known. I confided in her my most intimate secrets.
Though she was old enough to be my mother, she excited me in
a way few young women were able to.
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LADY CAROLINE LAMB: I became acquainted with Caro in late
March and by April we were lovers, by May we were quarreling
and London Society was gossiping about the openness of our
affair.
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SHELLEY: a monumental friend! Shy, beautiful, consumptive.
He was the best, kindest and most benevolent of men, but he
had been hounded out of his own country for questioning
dogma.
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I saw this girl, withdrawn into herself and her own
thoughts, who seemed not to be interested in me nor very
much in anyone. I found out who she was - Miss ANNABELLA
MILBANKE. I admired her for her amiability and her
cleverness.
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AUGUSTA: What a fool I was to marry, and you, my dear
sister, not so very wise. We might have lived so single and
so happy as old maids and bachelors, just formed to pass our
lives together.
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CLAIRE CLAIRMONT: I wasn't really interested in this girl,
but I couldn't shake her. She cared nothing about ruining
her reputation by visiting me and kept finding excuses for
more visits.
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ALLEGRA was a pretty child, very intelligent, a great
favourite with everyone, with a devil of a spirit - just
like her papa! Her eyebrows drawing into a little frown when
she didn't have her own way ...
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MARIANNA was in her appearance altogether like an antelope,
with large, black Oriental eyes. Married women of that class
could have an amoroso, provided she limited herself to one
and obtained the consent of the prior claimant.
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MARGARITA, though she might not look it, was a tigress. She
was 22 years old, could neither read nor write, but what a
magnificent animal! She remained untamed, although devoted
to me in her own wild way.
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TITA, my gondolier - his prodigious black beard gave him a
cutthroat appearance and a reputation for ferocity. But he
was kindly and gentle with little Allegra, and followed me
around with blind devotion, just like Bosun used to do.
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The Countess TERESA GUICCIOLI was barely 18. She was as fair
as sunrise and as warm as noon. I fell in love and was tired
of promiscuity. She was looking for a cavaliere servente -
doesn't that sound better than 'lover'?
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Of all my school fellows, there was none for whom I retained
a greater friendship than LORD CLARE. We were so close as
boys at Harrow, that I never forgot him. 'Clare' ... even
now that name causes a beating of my heart.
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PRINCE MAVROCORDATO was the most capable of the Greek
chieftains. Once it was known I was sympathetic to the Greek
cause, I was besieged with requests to lend my name and
money. He seemed to think of me as his private treasury.
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... When the time came, in my delirium - I searched back through memory
for signs of lasting happiness ...